Maturity and intelligence are marked by acting upon logic, wisdom, conscience, and higher human capabilities (which everyone can develop and strengthen with practice). Very little, if any, good comes from actions based on heated and fleeting emotions and/or uncontrolled greed/lust/craving, etc.
Act out of Love, and if you are not ready to do that yet, let the destructive emotions settle and/or release them in healthy ways first (ie. heal your dysregulation, or at least acknowledge it) before moving forward. And to advance to master level, you can start learning how to constructively be with discomfort and pain (without creating destructive reactions), and then, you can effectively transform it.
This way you avoid hurting yourself and others and drowning in regret and stupidity (since sitting in toxic emotions is proven to make you dumber).
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